Den of Elari

Isaiah 41:10

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Meet the Webmaster


My name is Elari! and welcome to my little internet diary!

I'm an 18-year-old celibate, catholic lesbian (Or SSA, labels are confusing) who was raised in the North of Texas (yehaw). Raised in a not-so-catholic household, I've always held my faith close to my heart. However, at a young age, I realized that I was attracted to girls, and as a result, it made me question the way I saw myself not only at home but in the church as well. For the following years, I felt that there was something inherently wrong with me for my sexuality: a flaw that was meant to be erased.

I've spent the majority of my tween/teenage years dabbling in other religious beliefs, but in 2022, due to major events in my life, I began to reconnect with the catholic faith. This blog is not only a personal diary—it is a place where I can fully explore and show what it means to be a gay person grappling with their identity and their purpose in the Church.

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