Besties or Not? That is the question
Last week of school, I officially cooked. I'm just in class, everything is done now, and I can just relax for the rest of the week. I'm in 3rd period watching FLCL while writing this, I feel a bit better now, at least, I think.
I dont even know what to think anymore. I trusted you!?
Why was she so passive-aggressive? I'd always wondered about that. But now I understand, I guess she liked him as well. And there I was talking about him talking about how pretty I thought he was, especially his hair.
I never had the guts to talk to him. I'd always text him. All the time. I'd talk to her about it. She’d tell me to give up. I'd ask her “Why?”, she avoided the answer and replied, “Just don't.” Huh? That just made me wanna talk to him even more, to be honest. This happened for about 2 years
I didn't like that she was kinda forceful about it. Sometimes I'd tell her how I thought I was annoying that guy, and she'd tell me that: “you are '' and at times she'd say things like “You should just give up” and “You’d never have a chance with the guy”. Huh? They’d never answer why they'd say it, they just avoided answering my question without fail.
I feel so hurt. That was so selfish, You said that stuff to me just because you liked him, well, if you liked him you could've just said so, but no, you had to be selfish and mean about it. If you just said “Hey I liked him” I would have backed off.
There’s nothing I can do now, she got what she wanted, but at the expense of what? A friendship? Was it even one to begin with? I feel so hurt.
Now you are avoiding me? If you wanted to be with him that badly you could've just said so girl, I value a ‘friendship’ more than some guy. I thought me and her were besties but it seems that she was probably close to me just to see if was making any progress with him. That's what hurts.
