Den of Elari

Mixed feelings about this letter. (Ignore the Batman part)

Was too mean on it.

Im tired God

Omg getting comfirmed tommorowww

Thank God my parents werent so harsh about it as they were before

DONT HAVE A MENLTDOWN ON INSTAGRAM BYE

Dad has been waking up on the wrong side of the bed 🙃

I have to love myself, I was made in his image

the brain is so so weird

ITS SO COLD IM GOING TO TURN INTO AN ICICLE

lenting is so hard 😭

Elari is Lenting

it was fun but what a mess

thank you god for making women

I will rejoice when i go to confession

short video of painting

I feel very bloated and lost some weight

Happy birthday to this Blog

I have to work on it because before you know it itll be due

Sometimes I feel like I dont exist.

I only got the name from an Army of Lovers song. such a slay

what an interesting year.

I can't remember much from 2023

Part 2 of the last post about the creature feature

and peter

im tired.

The turkey got me so stuffed mmmm

Body dysmorphia is ceasing

Prayers are sounding like pleas to end my life fr

im running out of name ideas for my posts

Am I tweaking out over something silly? please give me strength, Father

I dont like it when someone asks me about my love life

2 years without you, RIP

Not the sleep paralysis coming back im gonna sob

my self esteem is horrible

hes okay now im so happy

Im scared.

I think about the eucharist a lot

Why was it standing like that tho

Birthday Parties are foreign to me

forgot to post this Thursday oops!

Nothing was on it smh, the girl just wanted privacy

No physical touch, might tweak out

relapsed so many times it's bringing a second comeback, pray for me guys

I wish I could hug her, but not in a dream

There was a mouse in the computer lab and it is in hiding

Wow guys im a senior! I never thought I'd go this far

too demotivated, I can't

summer break is so boring 😭

Omg getting comfirmed tommorowww

Were we even friends?

Sick- it won't go away it keeps coming back

Pokemon, gotta catch them allllll

Omg comfirmation is almost over

My mom made me come to school today man, I can't believe it im drying in here

Last Saturday summary id

Im still not over it, and my mom scolds me over it.

Dad, I dont get it.

Might be 100% gay, or just bi

The dreams are making me more touchstarved

The post I was gonna make before the other one

Might be cooked ;_:

Elari lost her ID

Horrible

A tornado flew around my room the other day (literally)

New Elari Lore, also small details about dreams

Christ has risen! (also some new lore)

mommys taking me to the doctors

Soccer lol, and a rundown of my day ig

no, but seriously why?

Spring break was so boring, the worse spring break I've ever had, but I also have an interesting update. If that can even be considered one

that's crazy actually what even is this week

The dream girl, she wants more

Omg 4 day absence, slay

I feel like Eren Yaeger rn

Lost my 3-month streak on Hallow smh

i hate parties.

at church is crazy tho

School...the source of my stress

The dog is immortal cuz he came back after being gone for like, a week

The girl in my dreams must be angryyy

I dont want to be a senior next year...

Sometimes I wanna leave and never return

Mom went to go get her passport, now the dog is missing!

I have mixed feelings about him. He said he would become a demon, and it became true.

Mom almost found out LOL. AT this point this woman probably knows.

She appears in my dreams more and more. I don't want her anymore.

The workload has become too much! I wanna [Censored].

Today I went to mass the day didn't start well tho

When I dream of her, I feel like something is trying to choke me in my sleep.

Why did it have to be on Valentine's day tho? Bye God knew what he was doing when it was today. anyways...

have an amazing idea for my English essay! but I think it is a bit too graphic

My confirmation teacher wasnt there tho :c, though, I think I might have a small crush on her

Oh Mom, when will you realize that the things you say are the reasons why I dont talk to you during dinner?

The computer stopped working on me...Will I get a new one? No idea

Who even likes school? Everyone has been forced to go and spend 12 years of their lives there

Welcome, My name is Jen! but I also like to be called Elari! Here is some background info about me and a summary of my day