I surrender
Im tired God
Update...
Thank God my parents werent so harsh about it as they were before
HELP ME
DONT HAVE A MENLTDOWN ON INSTAGRAM BYE
He was drunk
Dad has been waking up on the wrong side of the bed 🙃
Loathing
I have to love myself, I was made in his image
Dreams Part ???
the brain is so so weird
30 degree weather
ITS SO COLD IM GOING TO TURN INTO AN ICICLE
Mar 10, 2024, 8:47 A.M.
Day 3 and 4 of Lent
lenting is so hard 😭
Day 1 and 2 of Lent
Elari is Lenting
VASE
it was fun but what a mess
Women
thank you god for making women
State
I will rejoice when i go to confession
PAINTING
short video of painting
Last week
I feel very bloated and lost some weight
Feb 8th, 2025
1 Year
Happy birthday to this Blog
Jan 31st, 2025
VASE
I have to work on it because before you know it itll be due
Jan 30, 2025
Hugs
Jan 21, 2025
Normal Days
Sometimes I feel like I dont exist.
Obsession
I only got the name from an Army of Lovers song. such a slay
Goodbye, 2024
what an interesting year.
2023
I can't remember much from 2023
Dec 23rd, 2024
Figuring things out
Part 2 of the last post about the creature feature
Dec. 22th, 2024
The girl with the mini microphone
and peter
Dec. 18th, 2024
Sounds of Crutches
im tired.
last week
The turkey got me so stuffed mmmm
body
Body dysmorphia is ceasing
Nov, 21, 2024
Utter
Prayers are sounding like pleas to end my life fr
Nov 11, 2024
Promises?
im running out of name ideas for my posts
Nov 5, 2024
Dear God,
Am I tweaking out over something silly? please give me strength, Father
asking questions?
I dont like it when someone asks me about my love life
two years
2 years without you, RIP
Diva is back guys
Not the sleep paralysis coming back im gonna sob
Presentations :(
my self esteem is horrible
Dad :)
hes okay now im so happy
eucharist
I think about the eucharist a lot
No school, power was out
Why was it standing like that tho
Homecoming parade was mid
forgot to post this Thursday oops!
Old diary.
Nothing was on it smh, the girl just wanted privacy
Affection (3)
No physical touch, might tweak out
The first time i prayed the rosary
I miss you so much
LOCKING IN!
relapsed so many times it's bringing a second comeback, pray for me guys
Mary...
I wish I could hug her, but not in a dream
Mouse
There was a mouse in the computer lab and it is in hiding
Last First Day of School
Wow guys im a senior! I never thought I'd go this far
Too tired
too demotivated, I can't
Damn
summer break is so boring 😭
TOMMOROWWW
Omg getting comfirmed tommorowww
The sickness wont leave
Sick- it won't go away it keeps coming back
I like pokemon
Pokemon, gotta catch them allllll
Sick (its not going away)
Omg comfirmation is almost over
I am sick
My mom made me come to school today man, I can't believe it im drying in here
Dennys
Last Saturday summary id
Kinder (Vent)
Im still not over it, and my mom scolds me over it.
Why
Dad, I dont get it.
What am I?
Might be 100% gay, or just bi
Dreams (Part 3? idk)
The dreams are making me more touchstarved
Affection
The post I was gonna make before the other one
Uh Ohhh
Might be cooked ;_:
ID
Elari lost her ID
SAT
Horrible
Tornado
A tornado flew around my room the other day (literally)
Relapse
New Elari Lore, also small details about dreams
Easter!
Christ has risen! (also some new lore)
The Doctor
mommys taking me to the doctors
Game
Soccer lol, and a rundown of my day ig
Why do tears taste like salt? (Vent)
no, but seriously why?
Bloody Tampon on the Sidewalk
Jaw dropped, I can't believe it
Back in Prison, smh
Spring break was so boring, the worse spring break I've ever had, but I also have an interesting update. If that can even be considered one
HELP?
that's crazy actually what even is this week
Oh no, its her
The dream girl, she wants more
Font... and updates?
Omg 4 day absence, slay
FREEDOM
I feel like Eren Yaeger rn
Praying...
Lost my 3-month streak on Hallow smh
Parties!
i hate parties.
a ghost?!
at church is crazy tho
Stress!
School...the source of my stress
Dog (2)
The dog is immortal cuz he came back after being gone for like, a week
Her, again
The girl in my dreams must be angryyy
Senior Year.
I dont want to be a senior next year...
Mother
Sometimes I wanna leave and never return
Dog and Mom
Mom went to go get her passport, now the dog is missing!
Dad?
I have mixed feelings about him. He said he would become a demon, and it became true.
The Closet is Made out of Glass!
Mom almost found out LOL. AT this point this woman probably knows.
Sleep Paralysis
She appears in my dreams more and more. I don't want her anymore.
School
The workload has become too much! I wanna [Censored].
Mass
Today I went to mass the day didn't start well tho
The Girl in my dreams
When I dream of her, I feel like something is trying to choke me in my sleep.
First Day of Lent
Why did it have to be on Valentine's day tho? Bye God knew what he was doing when it was today. anyways...
English
have an amazing idea for my English essay! but I think it is a bit too graphic
I love church...
My confirmation teacher wasnt there tho :c, though, I think I might have a small crush on her
I don't like it here
Oh Mom, when will you realize that the things you say are the reasons why I dont talk to you during dinner?
Computer stopped working
The computer stopped working on me...Will I get a new one? No idea
School...
Who even likes school? Everyone has been forced to go and spend 12 years of their lives there
First Post!
Welcome, My name is Jen! but I also like to be called Elari! Here is some background info about me and a summary of my day