The Den of Elari

birthdays

elari might have her first big birthday party

Utter

Prayers are sounding like pleas to end my life fr

Nov 11, 2024

Promises?

im running out of name ideas for my posts

Nov 5, 2024

Dear God,

Am i tweaking out over something silly? please give me strenght, Father

asking questions?

i dont like it when someone asks me about my love life

two years

2 years without you, RIP

Diva is back guys

Not the sleep paralysis coming back im gonna sob

Presentations :(

my self esteem is horrible

Dad :)

hes okay now im so happy

eucharist

i think about the eucharist a lot

No school, power was out

why was it standing like that tho

Homecoming parade was mid

forgot to post this thrusday oops!

Old diary.

Nothing was on it smh, girl just wanted privacy

Affection (3)

No physical touch, might tweak out

The first time i prayed the rosary

I miss you so much

LOCKING IN!

relapsed so many times its bringing a second comeback, pray for me guys

Mary...

I wish i coukf hug her, but not in a dream

Mouse

There was a mouse in the computer lab and it is in hiding

Last First Day of School

Wow guys im a senior! I never thought I'd go this far

Too tired

too demotivated, I can't

Damn

summer break is so boring 😭

TOMMOROWWW

Omg getting comfirmed tommorowww

The sickness wont leave

Sick- it won't go away it keeps coming back

I like pokemon

Pokemon, gotta catch them allllll

Sick (its not going away)

Omg comfirmation is almost over

I am sick

My mom made me come to school today man, I can't believe it im drying in here

Dennys

Last Saturday summary id

Kinder (Vent)

Im still not over it, and my mom scolds me over it.

Why

Dad, i dont get it.

What am I?

Might be 100% gay, or just bi

Dreams (Part 3? idk)

The dreams are making me more touchstarved

Affection

The post i was gonna make before the other one

Uh Ohhh

Might be cooked ;_:

ID

Elari lost her ID

SAT

Horrible

Tornado

A tornado flew around my room the other day (literally)

Relapse

New Elari Lore, also small details abou dreams

Easter!

Christ has risen! (also some new lore)

The Doctor

mommys taking me to the doctors

Game

Soccer lol, and a rundown of my day ig

Why do tears taste like salt? (Vent)

no, but seriously why?

Bloody Tampon on the Sidewalk

Jaw dropped, i cant believe it

Back in Prison, smh

Spring break was so boring, worse srping break i've ever had, but i also have an interesting update? If that can even be considered one

HELP?

thats crazy actually what even is this week

Oh no, its her

the dream girl, she wants more

Font... and updates?

Omg 4 day absence, slay

FREEDOM

I feel like Eren Yaeger rn

Praying...

Lost my 3 month streak on hallow smh

Parties!

i hate parties.

a ghost?!

at church is crazy tho

Stress!

School...the source of my stress

Dog (2)

The dog is immortal cuz he came back after being gone for like, a week

Her, again

The girl in my dreams must be angryyy

Senior Year.

I dont want to be a senior next year...

Mother

Sometimes i wanna leave and never return

Dog and Mom

Mom went to go get her passport, now the dog is missing!

Dad?

I have mixed feelings about him. He said he would become a demon, and it became true.

The Closet is Made out of Glass!

Mom almost found out LOL. AT this point this woman probably knowns.

Sleep Paralysis

She appears in my dreams more and more. I don't want her anymore.

School

The workload has become to much! I wanna [Censored].

Mass

Today I went to mass the day didnt start off well tho

The Girl in my dreams

When i dream of her, i feel like something is trying to choke me in my sleep.

First Day of Lent

Why did it have to be on Valentines day tho? Bye God knew what he was doing when it was today. anyways...

English

have an amazing idea for my english essay! but i think its a bit too graphic

I love church...

My confirmation teacher wasnt there tho :c, though, i think i might have a small crush on her

I don't like it here

Oh mom, when will you realize that the things you say are the reasons why I dont talk to you during dinner?

Computer stopped working

computer stopped working on me...Will I get a new one? No idea

School...

Who even likes school? Everyone has been forced to go and spend 12 years of their lives there

First Post!

Welcome, My name is Jen! but I also like to be called Elari! Here is some background info about me and a summary of my day