I went to church today to rehearse for tomorrow

Tomorrow I finally get confirmed in the Catholic Church! I'm so excited! 2 years of Sunday school have finally ended, leading up to this day! I am happy but also kinda sad, I'm gonna miss my confirmation teacher.

We spent like, an hour and a half rehearsing, I thought it was just gonna be like 30 minutes, but we all went up and performed a mock ceremony yk. For practice. I was almost asleep by then, we learned what we were supposed to say to the bishop and stuff-

After tomorrow I probably won't be able to go to church for a while. I don’t even know how to drive and these classes were the only way for me to go. My dad said he might start teaching me during the summer tho. I hope he keeps his promise, unlike last time.

So much has changed in these 2 years, I lost friends but gained new ones. I’ve lost so many loved ones. I fell in love, been heartbroken, backstabbed. But so much good has come from it, I learned to love myself, to value my life, and to not hate myself for something that I cannot control.

Anyways, I'm getting very sleepy- its almost 12 AM 😭