So the sleep paralysis is back! Not fun!

For some reason when I experience it, It feels like my body is in a lot of pain. As if something just beats me during it and I'm forced to endure it. It's scary honestly, and then my brain thinks there's someone there and tells me to get up and run but instead I'm just frozen in place. Never again never again!

I really gotta sleep man, I've been losing hours of rest because I'm scared of it happening again. It's so infuriating though because sometimes I just wake up in the middle of the night and suddenly I just dont want to sleep. I'm just left there to lay down on my bed and look up at the ceiling just waiting for the sleepiness to kick in but I'm left there like an idiot for 3 hours or more.

Im typing this on my phone because I JUST woke up and it's 4 am, now I can't sleep and I have to get up at like 6:30 to get ready for school. I'm just tossing and turning on the bed and I can feel that my eyes are heavy. Girl can't you cooperate, can't you see you're tired YOU NEED TO REST but nah for some reason my brain refuses to rest and wants to do stupid stuff like scrolling through Twitter to see those glorious Pokemon leaks.

Maybe that's why my brain woke up, maybe it just yearning for more Pokemon leaks to look at. Oh, also the Beta water Pokemon starter for Gen 3 is so cute! But I still prefer Mudkip as cute as the rabbit Pokemon is.