Today marks two years since my friend died. On this day he was sent to the hospital by helicopter where he'd be in the emergency unit for hours. Though his death wasn't instant, his wound was fatal. He died at arounf 10? i cant remember the exact time.

I want to visit his grave, as it's only a minute or so away if I were to drive there, The issue is that I cannot drive, though I do know how to turn, know the breaks, and can at least manage to make it move, the streets are sadly not ready for Elari. I could ask my mother if she can take me there so I can leave him a can of Dr.Pepper. which was his favorite drink, but I think she'd be reluctant to since traffic here can get pretty bad.

Today, I decided to wear some pink sunglasses and a pink ribbon on my hand as a way to honor my friend. Everyone keeps telling me that the glasses I have are cute, it hurts a bit, knowing that Hunter would most likely say the same thing too if he were still here. (By the way, these glasses are too big, they keep falling from my head 😔)

♡ I remember back in 6th Grade, Hunter and I sat together along with some other guys. We'd mix every single drink or any liquid we had and make this "juice". Then we'd pick someone from the lunch table and then record them drinking the juice. Hunger would always be the one recording the videos. He would then post it on his YouTube channel and the whole lunch table would just comment on it, I vividly remember commenting about my face being on it. I think that video is the only instance of my face being shown on the internet. ♡

I'll try convincing my mom to take me at some point during the week. It doesn't hurt to ask anyway, plus, she knows how important of a person he was to me.