Dreams are weird
In the dream, I was in college. No, a prestigious university, its in Austin Texas. Weird because I'm going to one that's 30 minutes away from home. Austin is HOURS away id feel homesick...
There was a group project for a literature class of sorts. Everyone was divided evenly into groups. There was me, a girl who I didn't even know, and most importantly, Jackie.
The three of us sat together quietly until the other girl got up to get the supplies we needed for our project: three sheets of red paper, a pair of scissors, and black twine. As I sat quietly, I looked at Jackie and mustered up the courage to speak to her.
"Why did you do that to me, Jackie?" I said, I could hear the desperation in my voice as I awaited for her answer, instead she got up, looked at me and said, "what?"
"Why did you have to hurt me, Jackie, do you even know the gravity of your actions?"
Once again, she looked at me and gave me a rather mocking reply
"What?"
"Why? Why did you hurt me? I almost committed suicide because of what you did to me and YOU know that"
"What"
I felt myself becoming irritated at her responses, I got up from my seat, glared at her and got more aggresive with the way i spoke.
"If anything ever happens to me, there will be blood on your hands! I just want an apology, thats all im asking for"
She avoided eye contact, and once again replied the same way as she previously did.
I can't recall what else I was saying in the dream, but the more I spoke, the more she would avoid me and repeat the same thing.
"what"
"What, what, what, what"
When I woke up, I felt sad, knowing that I'll probably never get a sincere apology for everything that's been done to me.
